i was fine until i wasn’t

mix originally posted on nostilevo.bandcamp.com

01  White Hospital - Hymn of Heaven
02  Phillipe Besombes - Geant
03  Rudiger Lorenz - 38-17-34
04  Absolute Body Control - Automatic I
05  Black Devil - We Never Fly Away Again
06  Gun - The Sad Saga of the Boy and the Bee
07  Jade Stone & Luv - Waiting for the Rain
08  Jon Anderson - Naon
09  Exuma - Dambala
10  Flower Travelin’ Band - Unaware
11  Mother Mallard Portable Masterpiece Company - Oleo Strut

You are outside life, you are above life, you have miseries which the ordinary man does not know, you exceed the normal level, and it is for this that men refuse to forgive you, you poison their peace of mind, you undermine their stability. You have irrepressible pains whose essence is to be inadaptable to any known state, indescribable in words. You have repeated and shifting pains, incurable pains, pains beyond imagining, pains which are neither of the body nor of the soul, but which partake of both. And I share your suffering, and I ask you: who dares to ration our relief?... We are not going to kill ourselves just yet. In the meantime, leave us the hell alone.

-Antonin Artaud

by Mike Martinez